I hate the world. Nothing makes me happy anymore, everything just pisses me off and makes me feel completely and utterly alone. The only time I’m not a miserable human being is when I’m high and I don’t want to be that guy who is stoned all the time. I hate being so bitter and cynical and pissed off. I hate that antidepressants don’t do shit, I hate that sleeping pills don’t do shit, I hate that I feel like I’m drifting away from everyone I’ve ever cared about. All of a sudden, I miss everyone. My misanthropy has gone too far, but I can’t change it.
I’m sick of being this way.
